Today damn boring day.. Can say nth much happened.. Woke up at abt 1 and went straight to bathe.. Had smth small for lunch as i got no mood to eat these past few days.. Then juz lie down on bed and stone.. Surprisingly no sms came in.. Usually frens will sms asking me if wanna play pool and stuff.. But today nth.. Haiz..
Then i started thinking.. Of things, events and ppl.. So many memories.. Some i want to let go but cant and others i want to rmb... I feel really bad tht I have hurt so many ppl in my life.. Sorry.. It really wasn't my intention to do so.. I come with good intentions.. And i had never had wanted to hurt ppl.. But I guess I always just mess up things by going for wat i want.. And one small mistake can lead to smth big without you realising it.. Argh...! Wat have i done..? I have screwed up big time... People are talking bad of u and hating u coz of me.. Its so unfair towards u.. U certainly dun deserve all these.. Yes.. I know life is unfair.. But let it be unfair to me.. Coz I'm the one who caused all these.. Haiz.. I guess its juz me.. Forever screwing up stuff.. I can do nth right.. Even smth so simple as studying and getting good grades... WTF... For my own freaking future also i cant do.. Fucked up sia.. Anyway.. From the bottom of my heart, I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I HAVE HURT... And also.. To those involved.. Please.. Its all my fault ok.. I'm sorry.. I dun want to break anyone apart from each other and I dun want to lose the friendship bond we have as a group.. Please... If there's anyone to be blame than I have to say its me.. Some ppl might not agree but we all juz have to accept the truth.. Yes.. The facts are out there and no one can hide.. If i'm not to be blamed than who..? If anyone got anything to say please contact me straight.. Please.. I dun want this to get worse.. I hope u all will help me..
Anyway... Ltr goin out with my QB group.. Cant wait to see them.. Really wish to enjoy myself.. I hope u all feel the same way too... I really love u all..! <3
Ok.. I guess I will stop here.. Will post again ltr in the night ok.. Woah.. Almost 4am alr sia.. Kkz.. Goodnight to all.. Take care...
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